I am changing

I am changing.
it is scary.
it is amazing.
it is painful.
it is full of ranting.
it is full of laughter.
it is full of late nights with great friends.
it is marked by joy.
it is marked by reflection.
it is marked by being broken.
I am changing.

And i don't know if i can handle what i am changing into.
i would rather stay in my awkward bubble,
then voyage into the unknown that is my destiny.

I am changing.

ouch.

God mold me.
God call me.
God rejoice in me.

I am changing... i am changing for you.