Frustration

GAH! i hate events that make you take a date!! (ps. this rant is not directed at any who already have dates. its not your fault i feel like this)

I have NEVER liked "date events" i honestly do not see the problem with going with a big group of mixed gender people to an event and everyone hanging out with everyone. At "Date Events" there seems to always be this pressure... especially if your date person is from "outside the group". Like i have not issue with bringing new people to events, its super fun and we should be inviting others to join with us in our endeavor. But when everyone is coupled off and is not acting like themselves because they are trying to impress the date... not cool.

I know that a lot of this stems from the fact that i am always the girl that doesnt get asked. if you know anything about me, you know i took my twin sister's then boyfriend/now husband to prom, and to the only dance with a date i took my lil' sister's bf. (he was my age). I just don't like the pressure put on by these things.

I am in a season of singleness. i know this. and i know that's the place where God wants me to be . the place where i am focusing on him for my image, and for my future. But seriously? come on... stupid simpson recommended date exposure night... GRR