arg.

this is a cry of frustration not that of a good-humored pirate.
i dont know i just randomly feel so alone.
but apparently every one feels like this.
why dont we talk about it then?
why dont we share in each others pains.
why am i feeling so weird because i acknowledge my short-comings
while others seek to cover theirs?
i dont know.
its just frustrating you know?

i want to be close to another.
i think thats why i wanna be attached.
like then someone knows you, or is trying to.
and you can have a sort of commitment of intention.
and you dont have to do this stupid guessing game.

i wish people could just come straight out with what they wanna say.
like if you dont wanna hang out with me say it.
if i am being really annoying, say it.
i would rather be corrected than offensive.
seriously.
but maybe thats another thing that i am weird about.

im ok being weird. i really am.
i just want to be understood to a certain level
like everbody else.

arg.